it but the truth
is you sit there going, 'How do I do that?'
and you're frustrated
and you get down on yourself
because you're not there yet and then you
just realise one day, 'It's happened...
all been living in denial about it, but
now it's starting
to sink in and it's very upsetting.
As we count down to the last three episodes,
it's getting harder
and harder to read the lines, do the scenes,
without one of us breaking down in tears.
And I have to admit, I'm a pretty emotional
person and I'm probably taking this harder
than the others. This has been my family
for ten years and now suddenly I'm wondering
is going to be like without that closeness.
only two years older than Brad
Pitt, but I look a lot older, which
used to greatly
me. It doesn't anymore. I don't have to
fit into that category and get trounced
Cruise and Brad.